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Yet, I'm Not

by Cynical Ants

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1.
Don't Care 04:42
Don't Care Cause it's hard to be part of this whole human crazy world and it's hard to exist not in parts but as whole. Cause it's hard to be part of this whole human crazy world and it's hard to exist not cut in parts, but as whole. Yes, it's hard to be part of this whole human crazy structure and it's hard to insist live by heart, not playing roles. I don't care (I don't) I don't care (and I don't give a damn) That means I care about it everyday, and I dream about it all night I care about it everyday and it's eating me all night. And I'm scared what's in the corner, I'm scared what's underneath And I'm scared what's under carpets, I'm scared when it's revealed. Cause it's hard to be part of this whole human crazy world and it's hard to be honest to every part of yourself. Yes it's hard to be part of this whole human crazy structure and it's hard to insist live by heart, not playing roles.
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Hovering 05:25
Hovering And yet, I’m not, yet, I’m not the kind of human I’d want And yet, I’m not , yet I’m not the kind of human you’d want (While I was crawling in the desert of my thoughts, In the inhabitant colonies of mind, Through the mist I saw a flashlight, Was an illusion, or was it a mirage?) And yet, we’re trapped, yes we’re trapped in a kind of living we don’t like and yet, we’re trapped , are we trapped in a kind of living we don’t love (My eyes wide opened, was such a pain, & through the darkness I saw a flame, Was so intense, so fucking untrue, Before it vanished I felt alive again.) And yet, we don’t know , yet we search for the truth live, breathe, love, learn, change once again and yet we don’t know , still we search for what truth live , breathe, love, learn, change once again (We keep on rolling inside the same old day, We keep on living together in parallel lines. The moon is captured inside a mine, The life we left behind is coming after us) and yet, we search for a balance, still we search for this balance brain , heart, heart, brain , try once again and yet we search for a balance, still we search for this balance brain, heart, heart, brain, try, try (On a sidewalk my steps are falling apart, Reflections appeared in the mud water, Inside the broken junctions of my brain, Thought I saw you, but was it just a glance) and yet, I’m not, I guess I’ll never be the kind of human that sets you free. (The moon is captured inside a mine, the trap was uploaded so easily in our minds)
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Wet Ball 07:07
Wet ball Time is a wet ball, floating around us Time is a wet ball that surrounds us. I used to think, don’t rush the things, they’ll come-on time But now I don’t know whether it’s too soon or too late anymore.. Forget, the end But we don’t really know what time is we discuss about its absence, power of decline, ravages of time. And it’s here and it’s not, it’s so weird-at the same time it’s a matter of time, at the end of the time, was about time… Forget, the end Trully live, trully feel what's trully real? Trully feel, trully hear, what's true in here? Forget, the end Forget, we're gonna end. Tick-tock, the clock on the wall in this wet ball. Counting moments of fear, moments of laughter and tears, fake and real. Counting memories, stuck in the mind, accumulating pain, vain trying to get better everyday Counting memories, Counting, until.. Come on, don't be so sad, it's not so bad, come on, don't be so cold, you're not so old. Time is a wet ball, floating around us time is a wet ball that surrounds us.
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Binary Tale 05:09
Binary Tale There was a kind girl -everybody said so She was always helping, eyes down and sad She was never getting angry, she was never talking bad And never, losing control Kind - Weak Kind – Stupid Kind - Weak Kind – Loser Suppressed, can’t breathe So stressed.. Then the girl said : I would like to puke on your faces Can’t stand this reality I would like to puke on your poker faces Can’t stand this hypocrisy I’m gonna puke on your faces Can’t stand your complicated phrases I’m gonna puke on your faces, Can’t stand watching measuring cocks. Kind – Weak Kind - Stupid Kind – Weak Kind – Loser Suppressed , can’t breathe So stressed, can’t swallow Then everybody said : What a shame , such a shame, She was such a kind girl and she got crazy, she got mad We are now full of pity, such a shame.. And the girl said : Who am I? who am I kidding? Sometimes I’m kind, sometimes I’m weak I’ve learned it so well, I’ve been taught all those years to be kind and weak. But sometimes, I feel so strong and mean -you know what I mean I could really enjoy to stick a knife deep in the eye of this bloody humanity._
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Oh! Pleasure! Oh! Pleasure! There was a time we wished For pleasure come. (Sang by Penny) Oh! Pleasure! There was a time we wished For pleasure come. (Sang by Jayjan) Oh! And now Pleasure’s here we all know What it feels like. (Sang by Penny) Oh! And now Pleasure’s here we all know What it feels like. (Sang by Jayjan) So are we satisfied Or still all that ungrateful? Now, lust is out at large We celebrate this free from guilt Unfaithfulness. Oh! Pleasure Please do not hide Unless you’re one of us. (Sang by Jayjan) Oh! Pleasure Please do not hide Unless you’re one of us. (Sang by Penny) Oh measure! But don’t count right You’ll find yourself deserted into past! (Sang by Jayjan) Oh measure! But don’t count right You’ll find yourself deserted into past! (Sang by Penny) So are we satisfied Or still all that ungrateful? Now, lust is out at large We celebrate this free from guilt Unfaithfulness. Oh! Pleasure! I love you like hazard I’m magnified By your delight. Oh! Pleasure….
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RABBITHOLE It was a boy, sweet as his joy It was a boy some kind of toyboy. There was a girl, strange as blue pearl there was a girl smiling like hell. They loved each other with what was more than love their heartbeats felt the strongest than in any other lover’s hearts. They walked hand in hand all through wonder land Alice was missing their rabbit screamed out! “Watch out for the path Through ordinary life The way back to norm Can tear your love apart” Still they went the spiraling hole rabbits as they weren’t They knew nothing about spellbound decoys. A giant leaped out so grave and so drack no more that old boy looking for fun. She’s turned into a woman she’s come back a wife haunted and dull lonely and sad. Took separate paths lost track in the void the man unheld the woman the girl let go of the boy. They lost their love Somewhere they don’t know Forgot how to love In infinite time. An echo of bells The rabbit wise yells “Your switching returns might mean your own curse!” That’s sometimes How the story goes When you’re gullible And romantic Of the unknown…. Original lyrics story by Angel. Customization by Jayjan.

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released December 17, 2023

all music & lyrics by Cynical Ants
*lyrics at Oh! Pleasure and Rabbithole by Jayjan Mckillpop

Recorded in Feedback Studio by Haris Zourelidis
Mixed & Mastered by Haris Zourelidis
Artwork by Anna Tagk

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Cynical Ants Athens, Greece

Cynical Ants, a Trio from Athens Greece, with Penny : guitar, vox, Angelos : bass,b vox & Anna : drums
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