1. |
Don't Care
04:42
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Don't Care
Cause it's hard to be part
of this whole human crazy world
and it's hard to exist
not in parts but as whole.
Cause it's hard to be part
of this whole human crazy world
and it's hard to exist
not cut in parts, but as whole.
Yes, it's hard to be part
of this whole human crazy structure
and it's hard to insist
live by heart, not playing roles.
I don't care
(I don't)
I don't care
(and I don't give a damn)
That means I care about it everyday,
and I dream about it all night
I care about it everyday
and it's eating me all night.
And I'm scared what's in the corner,
I'm scared what's underneath
And I'm scared what's under carpets,
I'm scared when it's revealed.
Cause it's hard to be part
of this whole human crazy world
and it's hard to be honest
to every part of yourself.
Yes it's hard to be part
of this whole human crazy structure
and it's hard to insist
live by heart, not playing roles.
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2. |
Hovering
05:25
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Hovering
And yet, I’m not, yet, I’m not
the kind of human I’d want
And yet, I’m not , yet I’m not
the kind of human you’d want
(While I was crawling in the desert of my thoughts,
In the inhabitant colonies of mind,
Through the mist I saw a flashlight,
Was an illusion, or was it a mirage?)
And yet, we’re trapped, yes we’re trapped
in a kind of living we don’t like
and yet, we’re trapped , are we trapped
in a kind of living we don’t love
(My eyes wide opened, was such a pain,
& through the darkness I saw a flame,
Was so intense, so fucking untrue,
Before it vanished I felt alive again.)
And yet, we don’t know , yet we search for the truth
live, breathe, love, learn, change once again
and yet we don’t know , still we search for what truth
live , breathe, love, learn, change once again
(We keep on rolling inside the same old day,
We keep on living together in parallel lines.
The moon is captured inside a mine,
The life we left behind is coming after us)
and yet, we search for a balance, still we search for this balance
brain , heart, heart, brain , try once again
and yet we search for a balance, still we search for this balance
brain, heart, heart, brain, try, try
(On a sidewalk my steps are falling apart,
Reflections appeared in the mud water,
Inside the broken junctions of my brain,
Thought I saw you, but was it just a glance)
and yet, I’m not, I guess I’ll never be
the kind of human that sets you free.
(The moon is captured inside a mine,
the trap was uploaded so easily in our minds)
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3. |
Wet Ball
07:07
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Wet ball
Time is a wet ball, floating around us
Time is a wet ball that surrounds us.
I used to think, don’t rush the things, they’ll come-on time
But now I don’t know whether it’s too soon or too late anymore..
Forget, the end
But we don’t really know what time is
we discuss about its absence, power of decline, ravages of time.
And it’s here and it’s not, it’s so weird-at the same time
it’s a matter of time, at the end of the time, was about time…
Forget, the end
Trully live, trully feel what's trully real?
Trully feel, trully hear, what's true in here?
Forget, the end
Forget, we're gonna end.
Tick-tock, the clock on the wall in this wet ball.
Counting moments of fear,
moments of laughter and tears,
fake and real.
Counting memories,
stuck in the mind,
accumulating pain, vain
trying to get better everyday
Counting memories,
Counting, until..
Come on, don't be so sad, it's not so bad,
come on, don't be so cold, you're not so old.
Time is a wet ball, floating around us
time is a wet ball that surrounds us.
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4. |
Binary Tale
05:09
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Binary Tale
There was a kind girl -everybody said so
She was always helping, eyes down and sad
She was never getting angry, she was never talking bad
And never, losing control
Kind - Weak
Kind – Stupid
Kind - Weak
Kind – Loser
Suppressed, can’t breathe
So stressed..
Then the girl said :
I would like to puke on your faces
Can’t stand this reality
I would like to puke on your poker faces
Can’t stand this hypocrisy
I’m gonna puke on your faces
Can’t stand your complicated phrases
I’m gonna puke on your faces,
Can’t stand watching measuring cocks.
Kind – Weak
Kind - Stupid
Kind – Weak
Kind – Loser
Suppressed , can’t breathe
So stressed, can’t swallow
Then everybody said :
What a shame , such a shame,
She was such a kind girl and she got crazy, she got mad
We are now full of pity, such a shame..
And the girl said :
Who am I? who am I kidding?
Sometimes I’m kind, sometimes I’m weak I’ve learned it so well,
I’ve been taught all those years to be kind and weak.
But sometimes, I feel so strong and mean -you know what I mean
I could really enjoy to stick a knife
deep in the eye of this bloody humanity._
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Oh! Pleasure!
Oh! Pleasure!
There was a time we wished
For pleasure come.
(Sang by Penny)
Oh! Pleasure!
There was a time we wished
For pleasure come.
(Sang by Jayjan)
Oh! And now
Pleasure’s here we all know
What it feels like.
(Sang by Penny)
Oh! And now
Pleasure’s here we all know
What it feels like.
(Sang by Jayjan)
So are we satisfied
Or still all that ungrateful?
Now, lust is out at large
We celebrate this free from guilt
Unfaithfulness.
Oh! Pleasure
Please do not hide
Unless you’re one of us.
(Sang by Jayjan)
Oh! Pleasure
Please do not hide
Unless you’re one of us.
(Sang by Penny)
Oh measure!
But don’t count right
You’ll find yourself deserted into past!
(Sang by Jayjan)
Oh measure!
But don’t count right
You’ll find yourself deserted into past!
(Sang by Penny)
So are we satisfied
Or still all that ungrateful?
Now, lust is out at large
We celebrate this free from guilt
Unfaithfulness.
Oh! Pleasure!
I love you like hazard
I’m magnified
By your delight.
Oh! Pleasure….
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RABBITHOLE
It was a boy, sweet as his joy
It was a boy some kind of toyboy.
There was a girl, strange as blue pearl
there was a girl smiling like hell.
They loved each other
with what was more than love
their heartbeats felt the strongest
than in any other lover’s hearts.
They walked hand in hand
all through wonder land
Alice was missing
their rabbit screamed out!
“Watch out for the path
Through ordinary life
The way back to norm
Can tear your love apart”
Still they went the spiraling hole
rabbits as they weren’t
They knew nothing about
spellbound decoys.
A giant leaped out
so grave and so drack
no more that old boy
looking for fun.
She’s turned into a woman
she’s come back a wife
haunted and dull
lonely and sad.
Took separate paths
lost track in the void
the man unheld the woman
the girl let go of the boy.
They lost their love
Somewhere they don’t know
Forgot how to love
In infinite time.
An echo of bells
The rabbit wise yells
“Your switching returns
might mean your own curse!”
That’s sometimes
How the story goes
When you’re gullible
And romantic
Of the unknown….
Original lyrics story by Angel.
Customization by Jayjan.
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Cynical Ants, a Trio from Athens Greece, with Penny : guitar, vox, Angelos : bass,b vox & Anna : drums
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